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Sugar is sweet, and so are you
The roses have wilted, the violets are dead,
The sugar bowl's empty, and so is your head
The roses stink, sorta like sheep
But leave your head down rolling the hill
The roses are molding, the violets are rotten
And I might kick your arse, if I haven't forgotten."



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Out of words

Sunday, July 23, 2006

9:01 PM

Everyone seems to have found their own directions in life..So envy that qian is going to Norway for 5 months Sometimes, I regretted not studying better in my polyIf not, who knows that I may be able to go to a local university and enjoy having tons of friends and project works and overseas attachmentsI can't help feeling so lost nowadaysI am just like an empty shell nowI don't know what to do and where to goIt's like so blurred in my visionThe worse is that I do not know what I really want in life!

I don't know if I should take up any fashion courses I don't know if I should continue working in mediaI don't know if I can take up all the stressI don't know if I can perform well in my workI don't know if I can earn big money in the futureI don't know if I can work according to my interestsI don't know I don't know I don't know!

I've never felt so lost before...maybe is because I'm afraid I'm getting older and it will be too late to start all over againMaybe is because I'm scared I'm not good enoughOr lack of opportunities since I'm quite sway leh...Or am I too pampered? Not independent enough? Need to spoonfeed me?Not active enough?
Now my behaviour seems so pessimisticso unlike myself! Feeling so fustrated now...Argh...i hate it...

Enough of my self-declared depression!I met up with qian the other day before she flies to Norway in another 10 over days' time! Take care man...I will miss you lots!


Qian needs to see if her hair is in place...vanity...~

Some warm up first...

*Smile!*

Her chocolate thingy...so chocolatey!

And my famous mudpie! It really looks like mud now..

We seriously need a decent photo together now.. with a little fun below!



I shall present Liping's cutesy baby son! I love baby's skin...soft and tender! YUMMY! hahah...and his eyes are very big! When I carried Torston, he was looking at me, checking out who was that big giant carrying him...but I'm still kinda scared though. Cos babies are fragile...



Big eyes with double eyelids and dimples! Aiyo! so cute!






Look at the difference!






Of course I can't stop taking a picture of myself too! wahaha...

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