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Friday, August 21, 2009

10:04 PM

Life is so complicating

Having lots of issues at home...
I feel sick when i listen to all of them, every single one of them.
I feel the stress as well you know?
I try to give in a lot a lot a lot...but to them it's still not enough.
Everything is not enough.
Money, chores, space, etc
And the problem with them staying at your house...is that so DIFFICULT?
Can't you just close one eye open one eye?
And YOU, can't you just shut your mouth and listen to us for once? Why did you become so rude and speak to us as if we offend you all the time?
And YOU, stop asking i didn't do this didn't do that. I did my part as well! And stop saying that i didn't do anything for this family and acted like i'm like some bastard.
In fact, i empathise with all of you because you guys being so old enough to think already, you are acting like a small kid at times.

We are having some problems lately.
I don't know if we are able to last or not because i feel like giving up at times.
All the things we have quarrelled will lead back to one thing - Did we make the right choice?
Marriage, committment, whatever...the fear always instills in me after seeing theirs failed.
Is it because we are in our comfort zone with each other after so many years that is why the next step must be marriage?
Must it be marriage? Must we have kids? A marriage means a future?
I still doubt it and i'm not confident and i feel stressed out...
what a mess i've got myself into.
Maybe I should go to a quiet place and chill...all by myself.

And work..after the incident with my colleague, everything kinda changed.
I don't feel very happy working there knowing that some people in the team may have supported her.
I didn't cared much actually but i can feel it.
And i hate this feeling.
And lots of projects coming up, so much work and parties going on...
I feel sick handling marketing events already.
Just feel like throwing everything down...


If life is filled with worries, stress and troubles, why bother having a long life?
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